Pretending

Rasanya aneh merasa tak lagi dimiliki. Tak ada cemburu, tak ada batasan lagi. Bebas melakukan apa saja tanpa ada larangan. Tak ada lagi aturan yang mengikat karna KITA UDAH SANGAT SALING PERCAYA. Hanya dia yang berubah menjadi lebih baik, atau hati yang belum terbiasa..?

Tapi baiklah, aku akan membiasakan diri untuk melakukan hal yang sama. Rasa yang hambar akan mulai mengarungi kisah ini. Baikkah? Burukkah? i do not know what the futures hold..

I want he knows what i feel..
Like this song represent my words..

Face to face and heart to heart

We're so close yet so far apart
I close my eyes, I look away

That's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have our happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending?

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be pretending?

How long do I fantasize

Make believe that it's still alive?
Imagine that I am good enough

And we can choose the ones we love
But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have our happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending?

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, always be

Keeping secrets safe

Every move we make
Seems like no one's letting go
And it's such a shame 

'Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know?

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have our happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending?

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be
Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be pretending?